2021 Homeschool Week 16 | April 19

After last week, I love that I have this example to balance it out. I felt the weight of things again this week. It wasn’t because I deferred last week’s responsibilities and they caught up with me. I did have extra sensory input over the weekend instead of peaceful calm – even then, I came out of it feeling happiness the next day instead of overwhelm. Then this week I had many new steps to take, and I get uneasy about the unknown, as many do, especially neurodivergent because we so often prepare in advance so we don’t get it wrong like we’re used to … I don’t like to be caught off guard when I’m constantly having to translate my natural state to how things around me work differently…

Anyway, I felt constantly behind, avoidant, and I wouldn’t fully let myself relax because there were things that needed to be done even if I wasn’t finding the fortitude I needed in that very moment to do them. I made it through a few uncomfortable days before I started feeling caught up again (and that didn’t last either!). I didn’t panic during those days. I didn’t hate them. I wasn’t miserable. I would have been in the past from expectations and shame I put on myself for not living up to standards of perfectionism attained from compiled judgements trying to please anyone and everyone who may happen to notice. These days, I think I’d be amused to hear a judgement about myself, just to know what others see versus how I feel. 

I could say this week was hard. It was less comfortable. It also brought a huge step forward toward life goals I’ve been passively seeking for years. Now we’re here! 

So I’m feeling discomfort?

I have the awareness that I need time to recover, to catch up, to not take too much on, or at least to not feel there are too many demands. If I take the pressure off and choose the work, I get so much done without feeling like I’ve over-extended myself. I know this now. Trying to follow my perception of everyone else’s expectations kept me in a performance waiting for my ratings from tough critics, and even when it was enough for some, it was never enough for me. I was so unkind to myself, seeking to prove myself to every person on the planet before I could believe I was worthy. 

You’re a part of your homeschool. How you feel matters in this. How you take care of yourself, allow yourself, talk to yourself…it all influences that. It’s all a part of how our kids see us interacting with the world as well, whether they become like us or resist it. 

We got through the week, Myles taking a few Varsity Tutors classes and playing games. Me, having plenty of extra responsibilities to juggle to get in place in a timely manner. We still had babysitting adventures, which meant lots of playing and fun together, too.

If you’d like to see the highlights, go check out our Instagram page. I’ll get back to sharing in more detail here, but for this week, I’m practicing kindness instead of burdening myself with lengthy descriptions when I’m all out of words.  

We also bought our RV this week (yes, the reason for so much extra juggling – insurance, mechanic, bank, schedules, phone tag…none of these autistic-friendly activities).

It’s also pictured on our Instagram, with “before” pictures of the inside coming soon. I can’t wait to clean it up, make it our own, and make plans for travel! The exhaustion will be well worth it, but until then, time to recover!

2021 Homeschool Week 15 | April 12

Oh no, we didn’t open any books again!

(We did listen to audiobooks, though – three, even)

Our available time and energy has shifted again. And with that, some habits have dissolved and are being replaced with new routines. I notice myself feeling like I haven’t done the things I’m used to, while reframing expectations to include all that’s been added. Are we balanced?

My effort in homeschooling this week felt minimal. It didn’t make a big impact on me. Looking back over the week to assess what we did, I started to think “oh no, did I forget to homeschool this week? Do I retroactively call this Spring Break? All we did was play in the pool… “ 

Then I look over the day to day list I keep clipped to the front of a clipboard to quickly track and recall what we’ve done – I write it in as we do it or at least when I take a break. This week, I had scribbled a few things on a scrap sheet of paper so I wouldn’t forget to record them neatly and in order, two days not even getting written down on the master sheet until part way through writing this. 

Yesterday I had asked, “hey kiddo, what did you do yesterday morning when you got up?” to which he replied “mom, I always do the same thing!” Then I had to acknowledge I meant AFTER he took care of his chickens. “Oh, Prodigy then Cubic Castles,” he replied. “I thought that’s what you did today?” I asked. “It is, and yesterday” he answered, going back to his game. (Further explanation of Prodigy math game and other thoughts below to keep a good flow through our week and my reflections on it).

He also had a couple classes with Varsity Tutors this week that he completed on his own. His Under the Sea: Ocean Exploration Class wrapped up with one last class, and he started a new session of Around the World with Google Earth since we enjoyed the previous class. We didn’t make it to every class of either Google Earth session, but it’s easily a class to come in and out of – and also shows him how he can explore at his own interest in the future. 

Sometimes I listen in on classes, and sometimes I use it as an opportunity to do other things. This week, I’m in spring cleaning mode, swapping out winter wardrobes for summer pieces, finding swimsuits and which clothes fit, and discovering what we may need. 

While Myles played and I managed our lives and home, we listened to audiobooks as we typically do.

Life is best with the proper level of sensory input for any given moment. This has become a major awareness in how we find balance, adding or taking away as needed. (I have noise cancelling headphones, Myles has chew necklaces, we check in with each other about adding things like music…)

We finally finished Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, Book 5*! We listened to this one slowly over months, listening for hours at a time or not at all for several weeks. We purchased it through audible, so we can easily do this at our leisure as it fits around other things. When we check out books from the library, we attempt to prioritize finishing them quickly, but often we have to check them out more than once. 

Myles had started listening to The Dragonet Prophecy: Wings of Fire, Book 1* and didn’t make it too far before we got busy with other things. When it became available again this week, he decided to restart it. 

We picked up where we left off on The Hobbit*, trying to commit to finishing this one before we move on to the next book in the Harry Potter series. We may or may not keep to this plan. If you haven’t noticed by now, we do what we want when it causes no harm. 

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We spent afternoons in the pool, taking our time filling it up while splashing around or floating on floats…making the most of each stage of the filling up process. It will be full for the rest of the summer. Filling it up is part of the fun!  

Our babysitting adventures continued with our friend’s first softball game and a sunny afternoon in the pool.

Myles played with another friend at the park, well after sunset and everyone else leaving. I made a note to myself this is a fantastic time to play at the park, though not such a great time to try to keep reading while they play!

At home, we tried out Myles’ new drone. He created a takeoff spot on top of an old coffee container. He called it the landing strip, but I assure you it never landed there!

Together, we opened a new Atlas Crate on Kenya.

We looked over the Adventure Cards, drawn to the vibibi (pancake) recipe and the mancala game I remember playing when I was a kid. We also explored the map of Kenya and some random facts provided. Myles is looking forward to doing the crafts, which I’ll likely get to show off next week!

I’ve been really impressed with the Atlas Crates so far, and I’m glad we tried these out. If you’re interested in getting your own crate, our link will give you a $10 credit (we get one too, thanks!).

We also had a conversation about taxes and why I needed to spend my time doing them, how they work, and why they’re taken. 

We watched a couple Disney movies and of course continued on our journey through the Arrowverse. 

I wanted to take a more in-depth look at what contributed to how I felt with a less hands on approach this week since I didn’t choose it intentionally or notice until reflecting back.

Life finally just flowed. That’s a time I want to slow down and notice how to continue supporting this in the future.

I mentioned that Myles has been playing a lot of Prodigy math game. It’s a math-based adventure game that is progressed by solving math problems, which causes damage toward enemy attacks and provides rewards.

He goes to it on his own, seeking the fun and personal reward it brings. He’s motivated to answer the questions and learn in order to progress the game. 

It’s almost like with proper motivation, humans pursue their desires.

Why then do we force so much on kids instead of giving them the freedom to find for themselves what motivates and drives them forward with passion? Why as a society do we have so little trust in children? Why do we rarely call them people, needing them to constantly be distinguished as less than adults? When kids challenge authority, we say they’re disrespectful and choose punishment before we even listen. Then we ask adults to come up with poor solutions to issues they can only see from their trained (brainwashed) perspective. Pat ourselves on the back and repeat. (This is a systemic issue, not a personal attack – though if you feel defensive, that’s your sign to examine your training and take back your control. You get to choose how you live this life.)

While Myles was playing, I was taking care of various things around our home, keeping up, planning ahead, getting the details handled before it feels like last minute chaos so it runs smoothly – what a luxury! (For once, this is not sarcasm, just single parent reality!)

Because he was able to learn independently, it was extremely low impact for me, and I almost forgot it happened – exactly why I record a day to day list of activities for my convenience.

The list I keep is easy, not a micromanagement tool, which I point out because I know how easy it is to become obsessed with lists as if they’re going to suddenly be the thing that fixes your life….when you’re trying to live it by standards that don’t work for you. In this case, this list is a quick tool for my memory and it’s useful in that regard. It’s extremely easy to keep up with, and it adds more than it takes from me to keep up with. 

This may seem obvious to some, but if just existing in this world has taken more effort than you typically have to give, you’re not alone. Keeping up with norms for the sake of being normal will cause burn out for the neurodivergent. It’s not easy to rid yourself of the expectations that have forever been imposed upon you. From this side, I’d argue it’s worth it, and remind you it doesn’t happen all at once. I haven’t forgotten how impossible it felt to get here, but it also felt impossible to live on that side of things. Often, I didn’t want to live at all…not because I wanted to die, I just didn’t want to live…like that. 

So this week I lived a life I want to live, didn’t feel the impact of “work”, and kept it going smoothly. One thing I enjoy about sharing our week is that it brings me to reflect over it. Sometimes we only notice when things aren’t going well and forget to be grateful for the smooth times that feel more effortless. 

This week was busy enough, but balanced well. 

Looking over the week from a past mindset, it’s almost like I’m living someone else’s life. Saying that, I realize what that means for the past version of myself that made the commitment to get here one step at a time. 

It’s not effortless or accidental. It has taken so much awareness, unlearning, and growth to get here; and I refuse to sit on this side of things making anyone feel like their current place on this journey is anything less than where they should be right now. (We don’t do ableism or toxic positivity here.)

I hope to inspire you, showing you it wasn’t always this way for me, so you know it’s attainable and not just luck that brought me here. I’ve finally made it where I set out to be, when I knew I wanted freedom but didn’t know how to let go of expectations to get there. When I still thought it was more about adding things to be “better” than taking away the things that were in the way.

I realize it in seemingly insignificant moments or short reflections. I am grateful for where I am, and I appreciate myself for doing the work to get here. I appreciate the reality I have created and now get to live. It’s a journey worth taking.

I encourage you to create the life you want to live. It doesn’t need to look like mine. It gets to feel like peace and freedom to you. What would that be like for you?

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2021 Homeschool Week 14 | April 5

As I sit down to write this, last week’s blog post is still unpublished. I’ve felt behind all week, while feeling optimistically hopeful for the next free time to catch up.

As I look over the simple log of our activities this week, I’m noticing we didn’t pick up a single book to explore any of our ongoing topics. No Greek myths, no world wonders, no science encyclopedia, no plant studies. No subscription boxes, either.  

And none of those are problems! 

We have freedom to have our weeks flow as they will, with our intentional guidance and our lack of rigid control.

This week was just as perfect as any other. It was also just as disorganized as any other. The way you feel about that second statement depends on your perspective. For me, it doesn’t contrast with the first, but plays nicely with it.

We didn’t “do nothing” just because it looked different than it has lately, and I could easily see the lack of past habits as defeat. 

But all of these things came to be because we chose them as experience nudged us in their direction. None of it was chosen to be “correct” or the only path we could take.

That’s the beauty of it; we get off road and explore it all. Sometimes we come back to the path, sometimes we find another one. Sometimes we make a new one entirely!

So here’s what this short week in our lifetime of adventures looked like:

Monday we did our egg hunt because it was too dark Sunday after Myles came home from his dad’s house.

Sunday evening, we prioritized going to see my grandparents and finding the eggs they hid, by request to be very difficult to find. They were, and it took us quite a while to discover them all, while Myles’ attitude went from skeptical they wouldn’t be too easy to find to a bit frustrated it was harder than he had expected. He was quite pleased when he opened them and received his Easter basket, so all was well after the hard work was done.

So Monday morning, Myles got up and took care of his chickens and dogs as usual, read some books on his own, and played some more of the new game he found recently, Wordscapes. 

I hid eggs in the yard, and he insisted he was ready for them to be hard, so there were a few good challenges. I had assembled our above ground pool over the weekend as a surprise, so I hid his Easter basket along the closest wall where he wouldn’t be able to see it until he really looked in, and I hid an egg in the middle to draw him in.  

Can you see the excitement and surprise?

Not only was he excited to notice the pool, but then he found the drone he has been wanting in his Easter basket! We had to rush off to babysit before we could find batteries that weren’t corroded or used up, and we somehow didn’t make it back to the drone this week with the rainy weather and other activities we had planned. Pictures coming next week, I’m sure!

We spent two afternoons playing with a friend outside again, swinging, walking through the woods, and imagining all kinds of scenarios to play out.  

Freedom, fun, and dirty fingernails!

Remember how I mentioned I was behind all week? Myles spent mornings playing games or watching YouTube while I attempted to catch up on last week’s blog post and other things. He spent a good bit of time on Prodigy math game again as well as a little time on Cubic Castles and CardLife. I also found him playing a few games of chess online between other games.  

We started a new class with Varsity Tutors from their Spring Break Series, Travel the World with Google Earth. The instructor took time to interact with students, asking where they were from and what places they would like to visit.

He encouraged downloading the Google Earth software, and he showed how they could use the street view to explore new locations, so long as they had street view available. He mentioned how some countries didn’t make that information available and pointed out a few that didn’t, while encouraging students to look for new places to visit on the map. They looked at historic landmarks as well as simple details like buses parked on the street or what a bank or store might look like in that area. Overall, they got a great feel for how other places are similar and different to their norm.

We weren’t able to make every day of class, so I looked for a future session to try it again. This is the kind of class you could take multiple times and it would be different every time, as well. I’m sure you’ll see me mention it again in the upcoming weeks. This class was a free, large group class, as the others I’ve previously mentioned have been. If you are looking for a particular subject, tutoring, or even monthly access to an array of classes, you can use our link to sign up with a $10 credit (we get one also, thank you).

Now that Myles’ chickens are consistently laying eggs, he’s been working on getting a few regular customers. This has added friendship and opportunities as well. Kittens, pool invitation, friends stopping by to hand eggs into their vehicles or coming into the yard to see the whole setup – and maybe be invited into a backyard game of real life Minecraft.  

We kept our Harry Potter book moving forward this week, listening while I continued to tackle house needs and Myles helped or played games. He brought the Switch out again this week for some Minecraft and Fortnite one evening. 

Thursday, we went to Garvan Woodland Gardens. As my grandmother was looking for a map, the woman pointing her to them prompted Myles to grab a nature bingo sheet we had overlooked on the way in. He looked it over, suddenly ready to go on his own mission.

Myles with his nature bingo sheet, stickers, and a map!

We explored the gardens, walking down long paths lined with tulips, several waterfalls, many rocks to skip across, and bridges made from different materials and designs. We made our way to the Evans Adventure Garden with a fascinating “Tree House” and found a model train garden, among other neat features.

The Bob and Sunny Evans Tree House at Garvan Woodland Gardens

For more photos of the gardens and our adventures as they take place, you can follow us on Instagram, here.

Overall, it was a full but very different week for us.  

I will admit I’m looking forward to the days we will pull out our visual encyclopedias and dive into the next Atlas Crate, but I didn’t feel they were missing from the flow of this week and where it took us.

I look forward to adventures, gardening, travel….too many things to fit into one week, which I’d argue is good since we have many of them to live. They don’t all have to look the same. Allowing freedom is so empowering…and freeing!

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2021 Homeschool Week 13 | March 29

Last week, I mentioned starting a new adventure this week. We’re spending time with another kiddo while her mom works, which means breaking up our current routine and getting to do some new things! 

So far, we’ve spent a lot of time playing outside and going on little outdoor adventures together. We’ll have plenty of time together this month, and I’m looking forward to all the new experiences we will find to entertain ourselves. 

The beauty of this lifestyle with its flexibility and freedom is that we can embrace each change as it comes. In the past I may have dreaded the impact on my schedule or worried how we would continue to get everything done. Instead, I see opportunity and fresh fun to create. 

This is a huge mindset shift, and no matter how much I wanted to be a relaxed go with the flow person, my previous expectations didn’t support it. 

Looking back, it seems odd to choose a checklist or inflexible goals over a balanced flow that brings with spontaneity and ease more than we could imagine to plan. 

How much did I miss out on? I cringe thinking about it. 

I don’t regret giving myself permission to make things more comfortable for myself and to create a new lifestyle that fits my needs and keeps my life feeling like I want to participate in it. 

This week, it brought about lots of imaginative play, almost falling in a creek, and meeting a new dog. The kiddos played baseball with old apples that had been thrown out into the yard. There was lots of swinging, laughter, and occasional outbursts calling out unfair play, which they quickly resolved.

When you find a tossed out apple, you might get in some batting practice

A bonus to spending time outside of the house is seeing our home differently when we’re back here. 

Do you feel like that too? Where being out of your norm shows you your surroundings differently than when you’ve become accustomed to them? When you’re in a routine, everything fades into the background instead of being obviously available to interact with? Habits take precedence over the stacks of things you set aside to get to when there was another focus taking the top priority?

It’s efficient! It also makes for accidental messiness. 

This may be an ADHD thing. Now that I think about it, I believe I did see a conversation in the ADHD community involving objects fading into the background and out of our immediate focus. Anyway, it is MY reality, regardless. 

I’ve had enough of the judgement from those who don’t naturally function this way. And the labels we’re given because we’re only seen from the neurotypical expectation instead of honoring differences in literal brain functioning, processing, awareness, focus. We’re not broken individuals, and I’m so grateful for the community binding us together over shared experiences. 

I’m not going to edit out my extra thoughts here or derail them as being sidetracked or add any such negativity to them. I will get back to my initial point, though – while not apologizing for how I share information in a space I’ve created to share – myself! (How good does that feel? Are you an over-apologizer? We can talk about that later.)

With our extra time out and about, efficient focus on unintentional routines was broken and redirected to fresh interaction with our environment. I noticed things I would get to “later” and I felt I had the available energy to tackle some of them instead of further putting them off. 

You know how we always put things off because we’re lazy, right? Or possibly because of an awareness that the extras have to be budgeted into our available energy to do not only them but also the usual day to day maintenance and moving forward with life without reaching overwhelm or burnout. 

Simple, right? “Just do the things” and of course, “If you just give up tv, you can…” …never wind down so that I end up more broken than if I’d rested? No thanks… I will never prioritize neatness over my mental health, while also acknowledging neatness also helps my mental health. When I define this by my own needs and not by what’s been forced on me, suddenly it doesn’t seem so paradoxical or wrong, it just is. 

Did I get off topic again? No, not really. This is the purpose of it all. It’s important. This matters more than where your kid sat at a desk and wrote down some words. This is the core of why we’re doing what we do and how it impacts our entire lives. It’s not homeschool versus extracurriculars versus other unnamed expectations. It’s LIFE. The whole thing is all wrapped up together, and the way we interact with ourselves and our expectations is the most effective way to enjoy or loathe the life we’re living!

This is the part of the conversation where the neurodivergent person breaking through norms and acknowledging truth then starts to apologize or discredit their words. I will not do it! I am not sorry, and I will not apologize for reclaiming a space in this world that I felt I had to give up because I was made to feel uncomfortable for being different. 

If you’re a neurodivergent parent, I would love to hear your thoughts about all this. If you’re a neurotypical parent of a neurodivergent child, this is a fantastic opportunity for you to see an honest account of neurodivergent experience in this world. When you say, “I wish I understood”, here is your chance! Usually we follow our training to shrink, apologize, and do it the “normal” way as best we can. Not here.

– What a roundabout way to say I did some deep cleaning of my house, huh?   – 

See, this is the kind of transition we expect, where I call myself out on not having a linear focus (because my thoughts are much more like a complex interconnected web than a line of subway stops) and sheepishly call myself back to the point.  Again, no, not here. 

I did however hyperfocus on my home after the above mentioned shift that got my attention while compelling me to continue giving it my attention. Oh how I cherish a good hyperfocus. I leaned in, turned on our Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, Book 5* audiobook, and we did the things. I fixed my dryer, put the back panel back on, cleaned behind it while it was pulled out for the first time in 9 or 10 years. 

Myles jumped in and cleaned behind the washing machine, reclaiming a lightsaber that had fallen behind it yeeears ago. We reorganized and cleaned surfaces that get ignored in the usual routine, moving while listening, which brought an excellent balance of sensory stimulation. 

Myles helped scrub the floor after I tackled some neglected tools and gardening supplies that had become intermixed as we had to set them aside to focus on other things. 

I finished a project that had forced several things to stay in my way, but couldn’t be completed earlier due to my helper being absent for a surgery and recovery time. It’s not always so straightforward as we’re lazy and messy with a bunch of excuses, is it?

All of this took place while we listened to our audiobook and enjoyed it. When Myles saw that there wasn’t currently some way for him to obviously help, he went to his laptop and played Prodigy Math. If I found something I needed help with, I’d ask, and he would come help and then go back to it. The flow I talk about? This is an excellent example of one way it can take place. 

Another way? When I’m occupied in the mornings writing or getting some other work done, Myles often chooses between several activities he knows he can easily do on his own. While these were things I suggested at one point, he chooses them on his own with no prompting, and he wasn’t told he had to do that, just that I need to focus.

Often, he will choose something to read on his own. I’ve talked about how reluctant he was to read for so long, but he has gained confidence with the freedom to explore it on his terms. I keep sharing the books he’s chosen to show what that looks like and how it develops. 

Lately, he’s been on a Mo Willems book binge. He brought me a stack of 18 books he read over two mornings. While I usually link a quick list of his books, this one would take over the entire post! I’m going to link the sets that encompass a majority of the books read and maybe include a few extras that we probably also have and have read. 

Elephant & Piggie Series Entire Complete 25 Books Set Collection Bundle by Mo Willems*

Mo Willems Knuffle Bunny Book Set of 3 – [Knuffle Bunny: A Cautionary Tale, Knuffle Bunny Too: A Case of Mistaken Identity, Knuffle Bunny Free: An Unexpected Guest]*

Don’t Let the Pigeon Series 6 Books Collection Set by Mo Willems (Pigeon Drive the Bus, Stay Up Late, Ducking Gets a Cookie, Finds a Hot Dog, Needs a Bath & Wants a Puppy)*

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When he’s not reading, he may play a computer or phone game. I’ve noticed him playing Wordscapes several times over the last couple weeks. He said he discovered it from an ad on DuoLingo and downloaded it for fun. He also practiced German on DuoLingo this week when I was practicing on mine. He played CardLife on his laptop this week as well, which includes building and exploring. 

We started a new class with Varsity Tutors, Under the Sea: Ocean Exploration Class. Among others I likely missed, they studied sea otters, sharks, sea turtles, dolphins, and jellyfish while looking at a great mix of picture slides and videos their instructor had put together. 

Under the Sea: Ocean Exploration class

We also found time for one topic in the materials section of our Science: A Visual Encyclopedia* looking at Ceramics and a few pages in Trees, Leaves, Flowers and Seeds: A Visual Encyclopedia of the Plant Kingdom (Smithsonian)* reviewing seed types and how they’re distributed and looking at the life cycle of a plant. 

We watched the entire season of Wanda Vision for fun and relaxation. I don’t always talk about our downtime, but sometimes I throw it in here too. Really, our “learning time” vs “relaxing time” is basically just different resources in some sort of loose routine we fell into for morning vs evening. 

We feel pretty relaxed throughout the day most days, and our learning isn’t limited to a certain time of day or certain resources, though some may focus on more traditionally praised forms of learning. If anything, we’re typically busier during the day and more restful in the evenings – but this is not always true!

As I was looking through photos to add to this post, I found the perfect example I had almost overlooked from our week. We started one morning reading our next story in D’Aulaires’ Book of Greek Myths*, getting cozy for a bit while eating breakfast. I remember an evening in the past that we opened books for the first time that day at 11:30pm. Unless we have a particular reason to prioritize something else, we do what we feel like in the moment.

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Eating breakfast while reading stories of Hades and Persephone

Have a great week – or whatever I’m supposed to say to signal this post is over! 

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